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I got hives. I don't know how considering the only thing I am allergic to is horse radish and I have no had any. I keep getting bitched at in work for "my smart remartks" too bad I have no idea what these remarks are. I don't say much at work, especially since the first time Lisa said something to me. I am getting annoyed because I have no idea what the fuck I am doing wrong.
I'm so frustrated.
I hate this.
I just want to run away for a while.
Leave.
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| Party Like a Rock Star, Look Like a Movie Star, Play Like an All Star... |
[15 Oct 2008|05:57pm] |
...you see where I'm going with this? :o)
This is my official LAS VEGAS REVIEW.
Oh children, you're in for a treat.
We left for Las Vegas on Saturday morning at 10 am. "We" meaning Adrian, Anh, Jebus, and Nazzy. We fit comfortably in Adrian's mom's Suburban (aka The Tank) which she so generously donated for the weekend. It took us almost exactly 4 hours to get there, including a pit stop. It was a nice drive; I managed to stay awake until the last hour of the trip, right after the Nevada border, right before Vegas.
We stayed at the Luxor in a suite; it was pretty freakin' cool! We met up with Kulsum, Bjorn, Brett (his friend), Tram, Nick (her boyfriend), JChan, Moksha and Sarah (JChan's friends). Abdullah and Dean (Kulsum's friends) met up with us later), and they and the two other guys had their own rooms. It was still a lot of people, and the place was littered with clothes, makeup, and alcohol (of course), but I was totally excited. The night before, they had gone to Tao and LAX and the girls had managed to get in the front of the line at LAX so we knew our chances for that night were really good. :o)
We got to the hotel and made a plan to go to the Paris hotel to eat at the buffet. OHHHH MY GOODNESS, I literally had never eaten so much in my entire life. My stomach almost exploded, and I felt sick for a while. So gluttonous, but sooo delicious at the same time (hey, I had to make it worth the $25). Right after that, we gambled a little bit and I went to the Le Petit Bar and bought one of those huge souvenir drinks cups; basically, it was 2 feet worth of a strawberry dacquiri in a container shaped like the Eiffel Tower. Sooo good and sooo cute. We walked around with those drinks for about four hours, just chillin' around the strip and taking in the sights. It was my first time in Vegas since I was 16 years old, and definitely my first time without my family. Nervous, but definitely excited!
We got back to the hotel around 7, and started getting ready. Tram did mine and Kulsum's make up; getting dressed and being girly was sooo much fun.
TO BE CONTINUED!!!
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[15 Oct 2008|04:09pm] |
My midterm is over. New Macbooks have been released and I'm giddy at the thought of getting one. Vaughn just invited me to come eat his very own mac and cheese and he's picking me up. I'm going to see "Religulous" tonight and when I get back I get to play with a new Macbook. My most looming deadline is a week from now.
:D:D:D
I'm in a very good mood.
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| He's No 1 |
[15 Oct 2008|12:49pm] |
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[14 Oct 2008|11:31pm] |
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if it's gonna be like this forever.
i wish you could understand that i'd be SO good to you.
i'd be so good FOR you.
we agreed that the KEY to a solid, healthy relationship is for the two to be best friends & with us talking every day, i'm hoping that those are your intentions, too.
i can see myself giving up everything for you & that's so scary.
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[15 Oct 2008|05:45am] |
so i have this in my myspace profile and i decided i'd post it here too.
i keep adding more and more to it, the more i think of.
i'm surrounded by gay people everyday of my life and
it's just something i'll fight for, for as long as i live.
i'll put it behind a cut.
( prop 8; the banning of gay marriage )
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[15 Oct 2008|02:19am] |
ahaha my mom just called me.
she went to the trs show tonight in texas and took pictures of "me", her, and luis then tara then bryce. i can't wait to see them, bahah. i love her.
btw, i need to tell about my trs shows.
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[15 Oct 2008|12:14am] |
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Leaving me with nothing else left to do.
Now so helpless, I'm not so selfish.
The time between Saturday afternoon until today has seriously been four of the worst days of my life. Two of the worst feelings in the world are knowing that you can't go home and hating the woman who gave birth to you. Whatever sort of remote relationship I had with my mother is over. I do not want her in my life from here on out, and I will put every effort I can in keeping her out. I can never forgive her for the things she has done to me or the people that I love.
I'm thankful for the great friends I have. It means the world to me to know that I have friends who have my back and are there for me when I need them the most. I hope they know that through the good times and the bad, I'll be there for them.
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[14 Oct 2008|11:18pm] |
Sorry these are a little annoying..but I would like to remeber them.
Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter
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Will you sit with me, share a glass of wine and maybe just talk?
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[14 Oct 2008|10:09pm] |
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i feel like everything is attacking me and i dont have any time to breathe. I hate this and I hate all the stress I have right now. I had off today and went to school. I went to OCC for a bit then hung out with Alex for a little while too.
I just want to run away for a little while. Away from school and work and jk crew and everything. I can't do this right now....
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Somewhere between he doesn't deserve me anymore and getting a message every day this week telling me how much you miss every little thing about me, I realized I was still head over heels for you. And yes that is one of the reasons I love you.
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[14 Oct 2008|06:44pm] |
Vote for my photos please.
Give me a 10.
Thank you!
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[14 Oct 2008|05:39pm] |
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this is just me ranting so dont pay attention :)
if you were to read this, by some chance, you should know that im talking about you.
unless youre so wrapped up in your pathetic lies that you cant even seperate the truth from reality.
i know what you said. so dont speak to me like we're good old friends unless you can explain to me why you would say that.
there are so many things I can say to people about you thats actually TRUE but do i? no.
out of the group of people you were with, only one of them truly knows me. I dont know who else you told, but nobody except for that one would know for sure, 100% that you were lying.
i dont know about you. i really dont.
i dont know what your issue is with me and him being together.
its not like im not nice to you.
please whenever he makes any kind of comment i used to say
'be nice. shes not that bad. i like her.'
ha. seriously, the first time you did something similar
i was still nice to you.
but whatever.
if you would like to open up to me and admit what you said, i'll listen.
Honestly, I would love to hear your reasoning for why you said it.
So if you have any common sense at all
you should probably apologize to me for calling my morals as a young girl into question.
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[14 Oct 2008|02:44pm] |
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Cardinology leaked. Given that I already spent $40 on the vinyl pre-order, I figured it was okay for me to listen to what I paid for. At very first listen, I was not happy. However, it's quickly growing on me. Absolutely love "Cobwebs", "Crossed Out Name", and "Stop". First two are much better live. Adams' vocals aren't their strongest which is disappointing since they were amazing live, but I guess it's the Cardinal way. At least it's not a total disappointment.
Home on Friday. Tufts Saturday-Monday. I don't know if it's a much needed break or not. We'll see how it goes.
I need to update more with nonsensical things.
*edit*
"So, do you guys, like, kiss and stuff?" - BYoung after finding out yesterday that Paul and I are dating and have been for a while. Kind of hilarious because he was completely serious. The initial shocked-but-not-surprised reaction is always amusing to me. Apparently, some people didn't know this tidbit because we don't act like we do. And by that, I mean we're not big on the PDA thing. I'm sure everyone would rather have it that way.
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